Left For Dead

Left For Dead

Every time I open up my heart,
It gets shattered,
Scattered,
Broken.
Millions of pieces of it are strewn
Across my floor
Into my pillow
It was in your hands
Until you dropped it
My heart and soul rested in your control
Thinking it was safe
But I was so wrong
When times were golden
My heart leaped
Fluttered
And occasionally skipped a beat or two with you, laughing and joking and doing the sweetest things
Until you left
Thats when I realized it was all a lie.
I asked for a simple action or brought up an old memory I cherished about our friendship, hoping it would trigger a response in you that would reciprocate my feelings of love and trust
But no.
I asked for a hug
You said "No", even though you were hugging everyone else
I brought up an old memory
And you cut me off
Then you left
Smiling slyly at me and waving as you turned away
Not caring what you hurt in the process
As if not even giving me a second thought
Oh no, of course not
You're blinded by your own cruelty
So cruel that you never take a look back at us or our memories
No
You just leave
You disappear
And I am
Left For Dead
I'm left to let my tears soak into my pillow
Each tear containing a little of my pain
And now my pillow it too wet from my tears so i can't sleep
Left alone
Left For Dead